Painful days

I haven’t been on this blog in quite a while, I didn’t have much to say about my life other than I fell in love with the most amazing person I ever met. It’s been about a month since I’ve been pain free and I wanted to document my overall well being while I try to recover my health and sanity. I was recently diagnosed with sciatica nerve pain, I was rushed to the ER twice in a 3 day period. I’ll get to that in a bit. This all started about a month ago, I started getting pain on my right leg. I’m a commercial driver and have a crazy schedule 6 days a week for 12 hrs a day. My leg was under so much stress with the constant driving, carrying 250+ overweight lbs and climbing stairs. It all took its toll and by the 2nd week I drove myself to the Kaiser urgent care in Fontana, California. Since that day I’ve been through several visits to both urgent and emergency care. Finally I had an MRI on my 2nd ER visit unfortunately it was blurry because I couldn’t stand the pain. Tonight I lay on my bed resting my leg and hoping I heal soon. I have a 2nd physical therapy session later on today and I’m looking forward to seeing the results of my MRI.

 

Serenity

Stop chasing what your mind wants and you’ll get what your soul needs

: Unknown

I just realized that not everybody has the same need for a peaceful life, some people enjoy chaos and drama. They thrive on it and hope to get as many people to join them as possible. I on the other hand am searching for peace in my heart and in my home.

Late Night Thoughts

“Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.” Carl Jung

Not feeling lonely though, I’m feeling content with life, but it’s just too quiet.